If I were...

If I were in sg, I would order for myself a plate of orh lua plus a cup of teh 'O'...
If I were in sg, Beck and I would shop and have ice-cream at Causeway point on Sunday afternoon while Mao is taking his nap...
If I were in sg, I would take over Church Anniversary project from HL so she can concentrate on growing her baby...
If I were in sg, I would be reliving the past at the Church Anniversary celebration...
If I were in sg, I would watch stage dramas and the movie 'Chi Bi 2'...
If I were in sg, I would set up the Christmas Tree at home...
If I were in sg, I would kiss and hug and smell Mao Mao...
If I were in sg, I would take over Beck's song lead in view of her sore throat and the many weddings to attend...
If I were in sg, I would be rejoicing with JL and XM each at their weddings...
If I were in sg, I would be gorging myself with Hokkien mee, Barbeque Stingray, Char Chao Chao Rou Fan, Lychee flavoured Bubble tea, Bah Chor Mee, Hay Mee, Ban Mian, Rojak, Kway Chap, Bah Kut Teh, etc, etc...

But then again,
If I were still in sg, I would be so tired and drained by work that is forever sucking my blood leaving me passionless...
If I were still in sg, I would be skeptical and tired out by ministries, rendering me ineffective, bitter and guilty that I should feel this way...
If I were still in sg, I would continue to be blur and vague about issues that are important, not knowing or having courage or chance to live life right...
If I were still in sg, I would soon be a lifeless moving body, incapable of feeling due to the numbness to life...

Hence the fact that am here serves a purpose. A very good purpose in fact. It is WORTH IT. (after all that money spent...hahahaha)